Not Quite Sure How to Feel About This One

I just found out a few minutes ago that a girl who's been one of my closest friends for the last 3 years or so got married and just had a baby last week.... I haven't talked to her in about 6 months, even though I've been trying so hard to get in contact with her. I actually had to find out from another friend, since she's blocked her journal to me and hasn't returned any of my phone calls. What hurts is, we've talked about just about everything under the sun, solved many problems for each other, and gotten each other through a lot of really hard times in the past. Now, to find out about this sort of thing in this sort of way....I'm almost too shocked to even feel anything.